Category Archives: Co-Dependency

I Have No Enemies Today

I saw him a few months ago. He was walking down an isle at Walmart. At first, I wasn’t sure it was him because of his slow, shuffling gait. “That’s not the way he walks,” I thought. His gray hair … Continue reading

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The Gift Of Desperation III

Last night, I accepted full responsibility for the consequences of my financial decisions. Past, present and future. My girl was counting on me for some cash. She was counting on me because I told her she could, I told her … Continue reading

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Miss You

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The Gift Of Desperation

Am I going to have to fall apart And put myself back together in Order to love Again? Yes It’s been a long time, More than a decade, Such a long time. I’d sit and think, “I’ve Used up every … Continue reading

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I Have To Say No

I have always been a yes man. Whatever you want…whatever you need…if I can give it, get it, work it out, it’s yours. I’ve always been this way. I’ve got two dollars to my name, I’ll figure out a way … Continue reading

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My Side Of The Street

It’s up to me. Keeping it clean And I haven’t done a very good job of it. Back in the day, I used to say, “Not hurtin’ no one but me.” Bullshit. And it’s bullshit today. Only difference is… I … Continue reading

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Always Something

It was chilly last night. Temperature dropped over 20°f. I don’t know how far the drop would’ve been in Celsius. I guess I could Google the conversion just to find out but, nah, I’m just going to go with, “It … Continue reading

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My Brother’s Team Is Going To The Series

The Atlanta Braves are going to the World Series for the first time since 1999. Pretty cool. My brother, Dan, would be happy. Or, maybe, he is happy looking down from his afterlife perch. I can see him hunched over, … Continue reading

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Dramatic Reading

He’s getting into it. His turn to read. Voice rising and falling, a bit of word flow followed by a stumbling crash of syntax and clumsy pronouncement. Then, he sighs, closes the book and says, “That’s it. I’m done.” A … Continue reading

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Gonna Be Little Posts For Awhile

It’s how my mind works lately. Talked to Janet today. She and Mike are doing fine. Preparing for a trip. I’d like to see them before they leave. I’ll find out Tuesday if that’s possible.

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